Friday, June 01, 2012
just a sudden thought abt her.. alot of moment flash back on my mind today. I guess when i am happy i will just thought abt her, i have a good day today.. small things like msg will just make my day. She did nothing at all just replied via grp chat but for that few replied i grin the whole day, how silly i can be. Sometime simple things will just make me smile and sometime u dont need a reason to smile.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
12:53 AM
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
it is fast 1/2 yr have gone and there are so many things i have done and have not done.. looking back at my 2012 I ask myself is this what I want for 2012.. I think again and smile... ya maybe that is what I want and what I need. Sometime I think back, if she never left me what will my life be??? Will i ever learn how to be independent? WIll i appreciate what i am having right now?? I am glad that i have so many good friends around me, going through all those high and low with me.. when i am at my most down and helpless moment, they pick me up and walk with me.
I have been busy with work to fill myself so that it will be easier for me to move on further.. i have my riding fun, it become a passion to me. As for my shooting.. i always say and tell others i will try my best to capture the moment of life.. the life that i will to bring out from my camera.. that kind of life i will others to know. I am not the best.. but i am happy that whenever i posted the picture online there will be people liking the photos.
Sometime i think back i cant believe that we have broken up close to 2years.. it is really such a long time. Thinking back again.. This yr will be the will be the 4yrs since we knew each other.. and now we only met once a yr (if i am lucky) well my friend was telling me.. when will she be getting married?? will I be invited? lastly will i ever attend her wedding?
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:34 AM
Friday, May 18, 2012
Dear Eggcow,
another year have pass and i still miss you badly.. today if the 4yrs since you left us. The memories that we have still kept in my mind, my heart, there are so many thing that i have yet to tell you. So many things that we havent do together, i miss the drinking session that we have, the unplanned riding trip, the 1st time i pillion uyou on xiao bai and alot alot more.. Everytime when i am out there touring i know you are always on my pillion seat looking after me and everywhere i go i will make sure you know that i do bring you along. Although you cant ride with me know but when you watch over me is just like the trip that we always go. I really wish that all these are not real, you didnt left us, God didnt plan you for this. It is painful to know you are not around, it is painful to try to accept that we have to miss you always. There are some many time when i heard familiar voices or someone that look like you i will slow down and keep looking around just wanna to make sure I dont get any chances to miss you again.
R.I.P, always been missed: Celin Choo Huiting (031085 - 180508)
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
6:01 PM
Friday, May 11, 2012
你消失了,
就像从来没有出现在我的生活中一样
我们又回到原来那样,
不打电话,不联系,如同陌生人一样,
只是我们再也回不去最初的原点,
就像有些话说了就再也没有收回的可能
心里从此多了一份想念。
从来没这么想念一个人,
很用心很用心的想念。
想知道你在做什么,
想知道你好不好,
想知道你的一切
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:21 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
The word focus keeps crossing my path. It's so interesting how that works. Little whispers from the universe.
I strongly believe that whatever we focus on will grow. I love this quote by Marianne Williamson.
We can always choose to perceive things differently. You can focus on what's wrong in your life, or you can focus on what's right.
~Marianne Williamson
Over and over I've seen this work in my life, both positively and negatively. I've focused on my troubles and they've continued to grow. I've focused on my art and it's flourished. I've focused on a bad relationship and it kept getting worse. I've focused on beauty and found more beauty. I could go on and on.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
11:45 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2012
When minutes become hours
When days become years
And I dont know where you are
Color seems so dull without you
Have we lost our minds?
What have we done?
But it all doesnt seem to matter anymore
When you kissed me on that street, I kissed you back
You held me in your arms, I held you in mine
You picked me up to lay me down
When I look into your eyes
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I
Im drenched in your love
Im no longer able to hold it back
Is it too late to ask for love?
Is it wrong to feel right?
When the world is winding down
Thoughts of you linger around
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
1:05 AM
Friday, March 30, 2012
I cried with a smile, thank you for the sweet memories.
i skated in the lonely world ...quiet and undisturbed at
3:32 AM